Sunday, February 25, 2007
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-11:48 PM
being rich or poor do makes a difference.i must admit that i'm poor and my future...currently is nothing! i cant see my future.sighs.i must set a new target quick and work towards it.life seems so nothing to me now.i feel so helpless.i feel so...useless towards work.towards my family.towards my friends.and even towards my bf.i cant seems to help anywher.i cant seems to fit anywher.sighs.the will of living in me suddenly just dissappear like tat.and i just cant find it back=( .
i must admit i'm entering the adult-hood.the realistic world.everything sees so cruel.everything happens for a reason.i must grow up.i know i hate it this way.but i just cant avoid it.i must force myself to face it.....
ok.i noe i'm being emo again.sighs.but i cant help it....
XOXO
