Saturday, April 29, 2006
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-3:44 AM
i cant find my card reader.argh.
feeling so tired now.and gosh.look at the time.and gue wat.i gotta wake up earli tmr cos i gotta head mac resoviour for lessons.
i'm feeling so moody now.and i dunno why.sighs.
darling do silly thing to make me happy.smiles.just love him to bits.muackss.
XOXO
Thursday, April 27, 2006
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-11:14 PM
kept taking fotos in schs with the gals todae.we were so crazy can.haha.shall upload the fotos another day.i'm feeling so lazy now lar.
darling make breakfast for me today.so sweet.but he's a lil crazy today lar.keep bullying me.keep diggin my nose.keep beating and tickling me.dunno what he's up to also.haha.still loving him so deeply.muackssss.
i love salmon fish.yummy! and i miss cookie lee.
XOXO
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
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-12:12 AM
and when you msg me back and tell me that you were playing majong.i'm super super dunno what lar.majong again.sighs.cant you just leave me a msg telling me that you'll be playin majong.its just sending me a msg.its not that difficult rite.
XOXO
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
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-1:06 AM
i'm such a pampered lil gal.i need so much attention from him.i need him to 24/7 to shower all the love he has to me.not a second less.i dont like him to ignore me.dont like him to care less about me.
i love to throw my temper whenever i like.cos i noe you will try to hong me in the end.but i din noe to you.i was just being not understanding enuff.
yes i admit.my heart hurts damm badly when i read tat msg.i couldnt hold back my tears.it just keep flowing and flowing.
i'm sorry darling.i'm such a attention seeker so you gotta accept this fact.cos its hard to change lar *heex heex* .just know that no matter what.deep down in me.i love you the most and i love you only.muacks.
XOXO
Sunday, April 23, 2006
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-10:26 PM
i just love being with darling.he is so funny lar.we just enjoy doing stupid things together can.smiles.aniwae we went to eat steamboat ytd at marina.cos was dear's fren b/d.the food was damm good cos it was darling who was cooking for me.love you baby.its feels so great to be sick cos darling is dere to take care of me.though i was restricted to some food and was force to drink the herbal tea.but i still feel so loved.cant imagine my life witout you darling.love you deep deep.muacksss.
XOXO
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-3:42 PM
juat had my lunch.ate a lil onli.cos wasnt feelin well.
mummy's makin salad today.smiles.cant wait to eat.yummy.love mummy's cooking so much lar.
darling is the sweetest.he's always dere to comfort me whenever i'm sad.thks baby.i will be at lost for sure if you werent here.
shall go le.if not darling will be alone.
XOXO
Saturday, April 22, 2006
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-3:37 AM
life is so vulnerable.who knows the very next minute.someone close to you may just leave you forever.so cherish your life.live everyday to the fullest.dont do anything to feel regret. you never know whether you can still make it up anot.
i miss darling so badly now.how i wish he's beside me now helpin me massage.so wanna be in his arms.so wanna tok to him.but he's watchin tv and i dn wanna disturb him.he also doesnt seems like tokin too=((
i'm so moody now lar!
XOXO
Friday, April 21, 2006
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-10:55 AM
sch was cancel in the mornin.sux can.i woke up so earli.rush to sch.although was a lil late.and whn i reach sch.i found out that class was cancel.argh..
darling is stil slpin.pig pig.i miss him damm much lar.hugs.
XOXO
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-12:39 AM
i'm falling sick again.sighs.
sch's started.well.everything is goin smoothly.enjoy the company of the gals=)).just hope i do well for this year.smiles.
darling is so sweet.loving him more each day.goin ro eat steamboat with him on sat.love love love.
i wanna open the uob acc.i wan the debit mini card.i wan i wan i wan...
XOXO
Sunday, April 16, 2006
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-7:30 PM
so school's starting tmr.well.after one and the half months of feedom.now its time to go back to my life which is 80 percent occupy by work and studies.
he choose to quit the job in the end.mayb the job really doesnt suits him.so no point working too.just hopes that he knows what he's doing.and i'll support him no matter what.
so sick and tired of whats happening ard me.i just dn like it.dont it have an ending.i wanna avoid everything that i dn like.but i just cant.
ok.i'm stressing myself up. *slaps myself*
XOXO
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-12:35 PM
so many things are happening now before my eyes.i really cant adapt them at one time.but i hab to hide all my feelings and face everything with a smile on my face.i do worry for you guys.and i feel the difficulty that you are facing.i really do.
XOXO
Saturday, April 15, 2006
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-10:28 PM
so here am i.home alone with my cookie babi.bot his stuffs just now.can you imagine.it cost me $61 dollars for his stuffs.oh well.who ask me to dote on him so much.he's such a darling.he keeps acting like a lil babi.keep pestering me for tummy rubs.keep seeking for mine attention.muacks.love him to bits and pieces!
meeting darling soon.smiles.i just cant wait to see him.miss him so much.muacks!
XOXO
Thursday, April 13, 2006
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-3:45 PM
i'm selfish.i'm spoilt.i just wan you to pamper me a little more.i just wan you to care for me a little more.i just want you to love me a little more.i just wan to spend more time i with you before both of us start to get busy.
i tried to understand the point that you need to spend time with your friends too.but i dn understand why you cant meet your frens a little later.even if its later by one hour.i'll also be satisfied.what if i'm not working today.will we be spending today at the billard centre with me watching you play your game?i dunoo.
i noe i'm not understanding enuff.i din wan to show my temper just now.but i just could not help it.
XOXO
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
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-4:15 AM
dear is so xiao qi.like a girl like that.haha.but i still love him so much though.love talking silly things to him.cos only silly him will understands what i'm saying.haha.
met mummy after work today.she treat me eat dim sum lae.yummy.so love her can.and den we gossip and gossip and gossip.
work was ok todae.quite quiet at the ltr night.chit chat alot during work.yups.i'm so talkative lar.
kks.gotta head to bed le.buais=DDDD
XOXO
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
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-4:48 PM
mummy bot lunch for me=))).yummy.cookie is so disturbing lar.keep whining and trying to act cute lor.
pokemon cartoons!!! so cute!!! so love it!!! i wanna buy all the pokemon espisode vcds!!! haha.any kind souls buy for me all the vcds??
working soon.so lazy.actually wanna wake up earli and go down to the bank to do my debit card de.but no one acc me go and i practically to lazy.oh well.shall wait till another day.
i miss dear so much.he's playing number ball now.not majong means number ball.not boring ma dear.heex.love you love you love you!!
XOXO
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-4:46 AM
so everyone has been saying that i'm getting more and more skinny.oh my god.i'm already so skinny and if i get even more skinny.i'm left with bones lar.
aniwae shuping din come to work today.heard tat she went to cut her mang chang.hope she's fine.a shit ting happen after work.i saw the modesto's bartender(tinks he's call alex or benny or smthin lar).he was at the nightripz pub lor.yucks.there's full of "phillipines girls" lor.he was like acting young lor.haha.he was wearing a teenager cap and a sleeveless top.oh...so he's not a gay lar.i tot he was a gay when i was working at modesto's.he just love girls who wear super less or properbly dont wear and allow anyone to touch them anywhere and anyhow.
XOXO
Saturday, April 08, 2006
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-4:39 AM
just painted my nails.
stupid dear is aslp.he din msg me whn he reach home.he din even msg me even when he went to bed.so sad lor.
aniwae shuping din come to work todae.sighs.and made all of use so busy todae.hate that late grp of pple.cant stand them lar.
XOXO
Friday, April 07, 2006
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-3:29 AM
my throat hurts so badly now.sighs.
i'm feeling a lil attitude.a lil pissed off.and i dunno why i'm feeling tis way can.must be one of those mood swings i have.or maybe its another ting else....
goodnight everyone.
XOXO
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
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-10:55 PM
i'm a happy lil girl cos i have him as my darling boyfriend.he do silly tings to makes me laugh.he makes me feel that i'm the most fortunate girl and most impotantly i love him and he love me=DDDDD.
aniwae gems registration is tmr and cindy is helping me to do it cos i doubt i'll be able to log in to my sch stuffs tmr.cos dear computer cant log in to my s'pore poly sas and kor is taking his laptop to sch tmr i guess.so thks girl.hugs hugs.
sch starting on the 17th.so fast.dear's starting his cook job anytime from now too.guess we will hab lesser time for each other when both of us start doing our own stuffs.
ps.i love you baby
XOXO
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-3:40 PM
i'm so into pokemon cartoon.haha.anyone got the vcd can lend me see???was feeling a lil unwell the past few days.been taking panadol.yucks.
XOXO
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
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-1:49 AM
these wat i had been doing the past few days=)
saturday night
played LABI with dear uncle auntie and chun seng.i lost too.but i only lose a few dollars.oh my god.i've improved so so much le lor.played till 4 plus in the morning.and slept ard 5 in the morning! yawns....
sunday
woke up at 7am.cause goin to sao mu.met dear's relative at downstairs at ard 8 plus.waited for the bus to arrive and headed down to bishan first.smthing happen dere.dear's uncle hurt himself.oh my god.the blood on his leg was dripping like a tap can.end up he had to get some stiches from the doc.poor ting.den we headed down to payar leyba.saw a little boy super super naughty.wanted to pick a fight after knocking at dear's cousin.den scolded bad words when dear talk to him.was walking away like a lil gangster lar.kids nowadays are so naughty and full of vugarities lar.headed back to ghim moh after all the praying.sat at the coffee shop and chit chat.den headed home to slp for a while.bot a cake in the night cos was dear's mummy birthdae and had a small celebration=))).
monday
headed home ard 1 plus.took a short nap and when i woke up.my head was damm pain.carried my heavy head to work.and i almost die at work lor.took panadol and felt a lil better.work till 12am.and headed home.tok to dear for a while on the fone and he headed to bed.such a good boy today=)).missing hin badly now.feels so heartache when he told me he hurt himself when he was working....
XOXO
Saturday, April 01, 2006
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-12:49 PM
someone please help me!
the sotong ball incident is still in my head.i keep thinking about it can.its still so fresh in my head lar.aiyo.keeps giving me those goosebumps.argh!.hate the eeky feeling lar.
aniwae.i'll shall be mummy's gal today and stay at home.cleared the housr just now and i'm dead tired right now.shall go catch a short nap ltr.i'm such a pig lar.but my bf is just the same as me.lalala~
=DDDDD
XOXO
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-3:52 AM
yucksssss.the sotong ball i almost ate just now got wormssssss!! imagine worms crawling out from the food you are eating.yucks man.
was freaking tired during work today.dunno why also.was lyk floating here and there lar.feel lil giddy lyk tat.but also gotta hang out till 1am.
miss dear so much now.hope he's slpin sweetly now.just realise i nv send out the msg to him ytd.stupid me!!!
XOXO
